Today I went to Duke with a couple of girls to visit a young woman who had a spinal fusion. It was a good trip, but I never do well visiting in hospitals. The girl was in a lot of pain, and each time she sat up and started going pale I had to leave the room. I guess I'm not cut out for medical work!
The past few days have been full, but productive. I met with a nice young mom who is updating the website to see what I could do to help her out. She has two adorable girls and her house looks like its out of a Pottery Barn magazine. Such a fun person, and super active at the church. A great role model! I also helped lead a conversation regarding small groups at the church. There were a few people there, but I think it would have gone better if I were clearer about what the meeting was going to be about. I am not sure I was clear myself! Something I need to work on. It was fun though - a good project.
It's been a good week personally as well. I'm really trying to be more intentional about things. The other morning I got my car all cleaned out, vacuumed, and put in a freshly-minted battery (the one I had was about to go). I'm hoping to get in the habit of only taking what I need and taking everything out when I'm done for the day. In other words, not accumulate clutter. I'm also trying to stay a bit more organized in general. Slowing down when I eat and not grazing as much. Keeping my clothes clean and not just wearing work-out clothes all the time. But mostly, taking time each day to talk to God. I find I do a lot of 'head' prayers, but don't actually verbalize my thoughts to God. When I prayed in front of the church, twice... I felt very weak in that area. It's amazing how centered I feel afterwards. I find working on my spiritual journey mutually edifies my physical exercise as well. I've been faithful in going to the gym - partly because its something to do and somewhere else to go besides here, and also because it feels so darn good to work out! It's been really fun having the World Cup games on in the morning and mid-afternoon... perfect times to plan an exercise.
So, succinctly put, I'm trying to start some new habits now, things I've been wanting to do for a long time but just haven't been intentional about. And hoping they stick for the fall!
Glad to have some alone time this evening... being with people is so draining sometimes! I am my mother's daughter.
